Sunday, December 9, 2012

Cowardice

Today, at exactly four in the afternoon, as the gods of wind and rain assembled the clouds--in three quarter time no less--I felt brave. Just briefly. By 4:04, perhaps sooner if I’m being honest, all the fear had returned as:

Buddhism
Your (very specific) eyelashes
The likelihood of dying young

Ivory statues
The men
The women
“I think you know who you are.”
Pygmalion (mythology)
The crook of your nose in stone
Sculpture; nonsense.

Patterns
All the heavens, in all the worlds
Cells

 My habit of blaming the moon, Venus, Ovid, and the tides
for not kissing you
(neither you me) twice.